I am afraid to get leaner because :
* I am afraid to lose upper body bulk and look flat and average
* I am afraid of not gaining any size while staying lean
* I am still concerned about the opinions of others about me
But i know that losing excess weight ( fat and water retention ) will increase my performance in GST and later on tumbling/acrobatics
How should one choose the correct path here ?
I want to be strong and look like a GST material
I know that these reasons about being afraid to lose weight sound childish but I am trying to battle them for some time now.