I would LOVE to gain strength to hold handstands and even do HSPUs eventually, but I can only get a headstand and that's with a towel under my head. I'm terrified that since I'm in such a small place in my room against the door, I'll smash something and fall. There are no suitable walls nearby, I live in a row of houses and there aren't any high enough to go stomach to wall.
Stomach to wall is also terrifying me. I'm a wuss.

