I just can't perform most of these exercises.
I have no problem holding a hand stand against the wall for more than 1 min.
I can do some handstand push ups (probably with terrible form)
When I try to do 17, 19, 21 my upper body feels too weak and the restriction on my T spine makes me fell like it is all fused.
SSE 23 I can muscle trough it and still looks bad but I don't want to do that.
Parts of me just want to drop these exercises all together and try again in 2 months, reason being is that it feels pointless
Any advice?