As long as you keep your deloads in synch and you don't try to force the speed at which your body adapts, you are on the safe side of this circus... which is good.
As far as the "suckitude" is concerned, your assignment is to show up, do the job, go home and rest; day after day, week after week ---> trust the process, you'll get there in your own time.
You don't have to like or enjoy it, but if you do, more power to you!
Lastly, don't worry too much about us making fun of things... whether you worry or not, we'll keep making fun all the same! ![]()